wonder kira2 Kate Middleton gini juga gak yah pas hamil ??
Geez,I hate myself ! Last night was awful. Complaint about everything..I think its because feeling exhausted , sad and went to the bathroom lock myself there and cried! I feel like everyone around me has no common sense …I’m soooooo in raging bitch mode right now!
I hate Chicco yess I hate him much now ! constantly feel mad at him last night til this morning cant even talk trough chat or see his face even in my phone.nothing he says is right, he send me “Please Ma..dont torture your husband, love you ” hell yeah..like its going to make things better. and suddenly I just miss him but still hate him.
I hate him especially when he can sleep like a baby at night , can go here and there. do whatever he want .Me??? I’m the one who peeing every ten minutes, struggling to get comfy at nigh and day..also lack of sleep, think twice before do this and that.well am sorry husband.. 😦 I know .. your effort and support during this pregnancy . I still Love you much and thank you for that.
I dont know why but i cant help myself with this.I might feel little bit crazy, down and lonely. Hah ! With Bazyl I was so calm and happy like nothings wrong . This second one is more difficult ..its not easy at all.
Oh hormones..why you so bad! ggrrhh..oh well what can I do about it beside cry,cry,cry and yell ? I’m so sorry banana. hope you fine there 😦
and for divert myself from the moodswing , I made GUDEG Ayam for my brunch….Yum !! you can see the picture in my instagram (lagi males upload foto ke blog )
sorry for the random-long-rant i just needed to get some of it out.